You know what's tired?
It's surviving on 3 hour sleep, work 8 hours for 8 days in a row and squeezing in ice skating!
Not forgetting traveling! Home to workplace = 2.5 hours.. every single work day T_T! zomg.
Today (wed) is the 2nd day of 8 days.
God.save.me.
I know its 3am and yes i am still awake when i have to WAKE UP at 6am.
My sleeping disorder is back (F5!)
It took me ages to get my bedtime to be 10pm! NOW IT GOT PUSHED TO 4AM!
I'm back to square one >_<"
And it's not like im not tired or what! I'm f*king tired mentally and physically. Can you imagine resting for 4 hours and expecting yourself to be awake for 20 hours?
Wonderful. I wonder how long (and how much effort) i need to put in to making myself start sleeping at 10pm again.
I hate doing this. Every time i got to do this i put myself through a lot of pressure and stress.
Those with normal sleep patterns should thank god.
Then there's some tea reception at workplace later. Whatever that is. I just hope i won't look too sleepy or yawn too much.
I only need to get out of my bed in the morning, and i will turn up at work. If i don't then i'm screwed.
Oh wo de tian ah. I wish some saviour(preferably guy) would come pull me out of this shit! :D